Man. I really hate this time of year. Pretty much from late fall, until spring, I'm in a funk. This happens every year. Unfortunately that funk is compounded by the fact that I'm expecting the funk. Yeah I know funk isn't always a bad thing. Just ask Bootsy Collins or George Clinton. OK. Not that funny.
This year, my mood seems to be further compounded by my social/romantic situation. I'd really like to start dating again, but I don't think it would be fair to subject anybody to me while I'm in such a foul mood. I'd like to wait until I feel more right with myself, but what if that's what I really need to feel that way. I'm not saying that my mood depends on that sort of thing, but it would be nice to have some sort of distraction. Ok, maybe distraction is the wrong word, but you know what I mean.